Enemy
I think the enemy probably starts with me
What I choose not to be keeps me from being free
A kid’s dreams collide
Head on with the world outside
And something in my heart died
When I stood aside
You see, I’m not who you think I am
The guy you think you love is a joke
(C) Made up from fear of honesty
‘Cause if you knew the real me
You wouldn’t want me and you wouldn’t love me (?)
But at least I would be free…and lonely
Free...and lonely
Had an idea of you
Turns out now it wasn’t true
A lot of things I wanted fell through
You’re not the girl I thought I knew
Is it my fault I can’t adjust?
Am I just hurting both of us?
Do I just need to learn to trust
These feelings I let turn to rust?
Or is it time to break?
And is there someone else I can take?
And would you find a way to be happy
Apart from the mess you thought was me?
(C)